Denver Day Seven: Make It Work

I'm home again and this is what I have to say:

Colorado was fantastic. I want to do that trip every year if that's possible, please and thank you. It was so good to see Nicole and spend time with her because I won't see her again for another three months. I liked her boyfriend Nic, he better be good to her or I will have to do something about it like get all Waldorf on his ass. Her roomates (minus Samiat sometimes) were cool, minus the fact that I don't think Emilee washes her hands after she uses the bathroom. Grow up, that's fucking gross. I missed my family over break and I know they missed me too seeing as how my brother ran up to give me a HUGE hug when I was getting my luggage today. He's my favorite. My parents took me to On The Border for dinner and it was pretty good. My mom and I shared the Monterrey jack chicken fajitas. So good.

This is the important part...

I feel like this is my new beginning. I know I've said this before, blog and blog again, but I'm pretty sure I'm serious this time around. I'm going to be dedicated to school and work my ass of at my job. I am going to look great and not put so much pressure on myself for not having a boyfriend. Who cares? I am going to be supportive and listen to Brandon when he talks about Kailan (Kailin?) and I am going to try to like her. She's a cool chick and I need to give her a fair chance. Not that I didn't before but whatever. I am going to work on making myself a better individual inside and out. Which means I need to stop doubting myself, have my certainty, and just go for it whatever it is. I am going to be okay.

Thatcher