As we go on....

Don't you love just love that the end of school always brings out personal revelations in everyone? I figured out mine and they are as follows:

1. I need to work harder. For so long I've just been accepting B's as doable grades but now it's time to use a little elbow grease and get my mentality back into shape! I'll be taking classes I enjoy next semester so I should try everything in my power to make sure my next three years if college go as planned!

2. I need to get over the past and just stop thinking about him. It's funny, whenever I say it out loud it totally makes sense but I feel I need to write it down to remind myself. I've come to realize that he never appreciated me and despite his efforts to convince me that we're friends, I know we can never actually be friends because of our history together. He doesn't even have an interest in being my friend and he probably just wants me around so he has someone to bitch to whenever he's upset. I've had it. He's not worth it.

3. It's summer and even though I have a job which will keep me busy, I am going to spend as much of my summer as possible seeing friends and making the most of it! I feel like I'm growing apart from friends which, in reality, is only natural. But there are those that I demand to keep around and grow old with!

4. Europe didn't happen but I'm not going to let it bring me down! I'm going to save money and be on top of the ball next year when the time comes around so I can definitely go abroad!

5. I'm still not entirely sure what to do with my life but I'm going to try and organize my goals this summer to figure out an idea.

So, that's it for now. I'm sure I'll add more to the list as time goes on but I've made a pretty good dent for one morning.

Next week is the last week of school. I could say I'm excited but I like being here at school even though I'm happy about seeing old friends. I'm not too worried about any of my finals and packing is coming along nicely.

Till another day...

Alex