My parents, my mom especially, have been trying to convince me to stay at NCTC for my sophomore year of college and it's really pissing me off. I can't stay at my house for another year. I don't think I will be able to live if I do. It's a lot of pressure trying to hide being gay from people who already know you're gay. I know that's a complicated sentence but there is a lot of back story that needs to be explained that I am not going to go into; one issue at a time. I want to be free. I want to be able to go somewhere or date somebody with out having to be afraid. I want to be able to like someone and be excited about it, like visibly excited. Jump up and down, ear to ear smile, buy new clothes to wear for him excited. Taking out $17,000 in loans for the opportunity of freedom is worth it. The loans will go away, maybe not until I am 70 but they will go away. I want to leave and never ask anyone for anything again. Independence is what I'm striving for, let's hope I make it.
Thatcher
I totally don't mean to sound offensive, but seriously, I always thought you were a girl; all 3 of you were girls, unless you are and then I'm just totally confused now?
ReplyDeleteHaha! Nope, Mr. Thatcher is indeed a man.
ReplyDeleteClaire and I are women. And fine women at that! Haha, just kidding. Or am I?
Alex
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ReplyDeleteNo, not exactly the same thing at all? Haha, but sorry for the confusion. I believe you three should have included a picture in your introduction on your first post to have saved confusion haha.
ReplyDeleteWe're kind of like Gossip Girl in the sense that we want to keep our identity secret just in case we want to talk about people. We like to gossip, it's our universal character flaw. So you probably won't see any pictures of us.
ReplyDeleteThatcher
Take the loan and go experience life. It will be worth every cent.
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