I just completed a chem test.

So I didn't have time to go into details about the shoeless guy thing yesterday because I had a test at 7:30 this morning. I think I did pretty well.

Anyway, important or not, I'm going to tell you peeps what happened because I like to make things official. Thatcher, you may skip this since you already know.

Yesterday morning I was sitting in biology (not in my regular seat because that bitch who stole my pen decided to ALSO steal my seat. she has it coming.) frantically finishing my mandarin homework instead of paying attention, when I realized that I had no idea what room the review for the Chem test is for. I needed to go to the review to do better on the test, so I decided to grow some and ask shoeless kid. He said he didn't remember the room number exactly, so he described where it actually was in the building (which I appreciated because it made the conversation longer). Then I asked him if he was going to go, and he said he had to go to recitation (I already knew this because I have recitation with him, as well as chem lecture and bio lecture). Then I went on to say that I had to go because I didn't do as well on the last chem exam (which I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE. Ugh, implications of stupidity. what i should have said was that our professor was one big crazy bitch who couldn't teach). Then I thanked him for his help, and he said no problem. THEN I couldn't stop smiling, meaning I had to get out of there fast. And so I did.

I know, completely unimportant conversation between two strangers. But whatever, it was super awesome to me. He is equally as cute up close, and I like his voice (creepy? yeah I guess). I'm a little sad that the semester is ending because I probably won't see him again. and it took me THIS LONG to actually talk to him (unless you count the time when he picked up my pen and I said "Thanks" and he said "You're welcome." ah, memories). Everytime I think about it I get a dopey look on my face. Then I have to put serious thoughts into my head. It goes like this:

ah, shoeless guy.
NO! CHEMISTRY FINAL!!
ah, the time when he picked up my pen in chem.
NO! BIOLOGY FINAL!
ah, the time at the beginning of the year when he randomly sat next to me.
NO! 5 minute oral presentation from memory in mandarin. SHIT!!

And that usually ends it, that presentation is on Monday. Shit. But yes, those are my thoughts. I'm stupid sometimes.

Isn't it awkward how consumed I get by small things? Gotta go to my last english lecture.



Claire