People..

.. suck.

I've been writing this intro for my visual analysis paper for about three hours now. I can't get the words to sound how I want them to. I don't know why I'm trying so hard in summer school. I think it's partially my paranoia that UT Austin is going to look at my grades there too, to see if I was making an effort. BLAH.

Any confusion I had with that one person (YOU KNOW) is gone. My friend told me that some of our other friends/acquaintances seem to think I'm leading him on. I treat him the same way I treat everyone. (Someone mentioned playing video games with him, if that is the case, I'm hitting on you too Alex, as well as my sister and cousins. WTF, I play video games with EVERYONE.) I don't like it man. It bothers me thinking that people that don't really know me that well are thinking oh she's that bitch leading on our friend. Ugh. I'm going to do that thing I do when I have no idea what to do, ignore him. You guys remember how in high school if someone liked me and I didn't know what to do about it, I would completely cut that person off and ignore them? BAM, going with that.

Well no not really so much. I'm very good friends with this person so it would be difficult to do so. Advice? Maybe I'm overly paranoid. Maybe I'm just the right amount of paranoid.


Claire