Friday, March 27, 2009

FA-VON-A

I, ladies and gentlemen, have found my arch enemy. The Georgina to my Serena, the Faith to my Buffy, the Devon to my Jack. Her name is Sam and she strikes me as a pretentious bitch. I don't know her but I've taken it upon myself to beat her at everything in my psychology class. I've done a pretty good job so far, I killed her on our first test and my team beat hers during the review game today. We were both team captains. Our next match is this Monday, the day of our next test. I really need to be on my game because I feel like this is going to be a difficult battle. The test is composed of application questions instead of just regular definition questions. I need to know my stuff. I must win. I have no idea why I've taken this task upon myself, it really doesn't even make sense seeing as how she hasn't done anything to offend me at all. I'm just like that I guess. I bet there's a word for that but I can't think of it at the moment. If anyone knows then please tell me, I would like to know.

I also can't help not liking Brandon's girlfriend. She has also done nothing to me. I think it's a possessive thing with him. I don't like it when he has to divide his attention between me and her. I get jealous. It's actually kind of bitchy and petty of me but I think it has a lot to do with my insecurities. I don't like it when someone takes him away from me and OMG what is wrong with me??!! We're not dating!!!

Ugh, so pathetic.

My pettiness could also be due to the fact that I don't know anything about her. I want to know the person who is stealing his heart away. That situation just bothers me for no good reason. I'm aware that there's no good reason for me to be like that towards the girlfriend but it's just the way I am. I'm single and being bitchy is my way of dealing with it.

Thatcher

4 comments:

  1. I totally understand you feeling rejected by your best friend because of their significant other. It's not like you have anything against their boyfriend/girlfriend, you just feel ignored. So...yeah...

    Alex

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  2. I agree with Alex, but you should also maybe make an attempt to get to know her. You may absolutely love her and then everything would be fine and dandy and you'd feel good that she is with him and being his friend you should feel good that he was a wonderful person in his life; your jealousy aside.
    Also if you were to befriend her you'd get an insight on both sides of their relationship and then you could accurately judge how you feel about the whole situation biased aside.
    But usually if you get to know the other person your jealousy goes away over time by getting to know them realizing from talking to them there is no reason to be.

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  3. Sorry if I didn't make complete sense or if I was talking in circles, I'm literally half asleep and starving, not a good time and situation for full brain functioning ability. -.-

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  4. Thanks to you both. I'll try to like her (try harder to). I just get way secretely possessive. A little annoying, trying to stop that.

    Thatcher

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