Closer

I'm turning in my UT application on the 15th and I am so freaking nervous. Everyone tells me that I'm gonna get in and I believe them but I can't help but thinking otherwise. Two scenarios come into play: 1) I get in. Lots of joy and happiness and tears of awesomeness. 2) I don't get in. Lots of sorrow and depression and tears of shame. I like scenario 1 for obvious reasons. I have become so sure of the thought that I'll get in that I have not given any thought to my UNT back-up plan. I must get in. It's the only thing I've ever wanted besides a boyfriend. I want this for me. Bigger opportunities for my future. I just want it.

Hoping for acceptance,

Thatcher