I've been really mellow the past few days. I'm not on my usual boy crazy bitchy high, this is not normal. I am balancing out and I don't know how I feel about that. It could be a good thing, I'm concentrating on other things (school) and letting life flow. But, I'm so use to the emotional chaos that I cause myself that I'm getting restless and I don't know what to be stressed about. That sentence sounded weird, hope it makes sense.
I don't know...um...I turn nineteen in thirteen days (Alex in fourteen). It's scaring me a little, being nineteen. That classifies me as an almost adult or a legitimate adult depending on how you look at it. Because after nineteen I turn twenty which is even scarier. I think I'm overreacting. Me making myself crazy over my birthday is my filler stress until something else comes along. Ugh, what a mess I am. I need this calm, this calm is good for me. I need to grow up a little (a lot). This letting life flow phase is perfect for me at the moment so here it goes...flowing.
My friend Shiloah is getting married in the fall, I'm so excited!!! I love weddings so much (the cake is my favorite). I guess when I let life flow random comments come out.
Thatcher
Sunday, April 5, 2009
I Like Me So Much Better When I'm...
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Calm is always good, just your hormones balancing out. ^.^
Shiloah is getting married?! That's awesome! To anyone I know?
It's cool that your all mellow...like jello...
Woo! We're almost actually adults! What would you like for your birthday?
Alex
I have no idea what I want for it. Nothing cool has crossed my mind. You?
She's getting married to her boyfriend Scott. They've had quite the movie romance.
Lol, yes, like jello.
Thatcher
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