Motivation?

Something is not right. I am so uninterested in all things school. I want to lay around, eat lots of bad food (what's a bon bon?), and buy clothes. I want my motivation back. I want to feel the need to do well so I can get into a good school and make lots of money in the future. It's all about the future. I need tunnel vision and stuff so I can become a better student.

Random interjection: I'm watching Brokeback Mountain for psych and it's making me so depressed. It's one of my favorite movies but I get so depressed watching it. Like, almost cry depressed which never happens.

Anyway, motivation...have no idea how to get it back. Kinda need it.

Thatcher